I finally saw the last episode of Lost. It was the best possible end i couldnt imagine. It somehow had closure, happy moments and the feeling of loosing all in one moment! it was brilliant.
I found myself missing having simbe around so much, i mean i know i have to move on but its so hard, my heart wants to break open everytime i think of that feeling of knowing simba was always there right next to me. I meant to him as much as he meant to me. Makes no sense that after watching a show im missing him so much.. i do miss him and my heart breaks a little everytime i see a dog anywhere... but i cant control how i feel. I just wish that i cud pat his head... play with his soft ears... see him turn over on his back when i would brush him only to make me scratch his belly. He completely trusted me and that was the most amazing feeling in the world. He taught me so many things, above all patience and smile at even the small funny things life throws at you. I hope he forgives me for leaving him. i really hope so!
He is with Allah mia now, so he must be happy and well taken care of.
i miss him..
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